It’s not been a great week for me. I’ve had far too much on my plate, no time to get anything done, and I’ve been distracted by bad energy.
I wrote a couple of posts venting and then decided not to publish.
It’s not who I want to be.
Sure, life sucks sometimes and some people can be arsheholes, but I really don’t want this to define my life or be the focus of it. Bitching and moaning on the blog is just making it worse and creating a space here that I don’t want to create.
I want this to be a warm and positive place. This doesn’t mean that my life is always this way. I have shit happen all the time, but I just deal with it and focus on embracing the good stuff. I know how depressed someone can get just by reading depressing stories. I can’t be responsible for that!! 🙂
Playing the violin doesn’t really make things better. I believe that you can find ways to learn and empower yourself from any negative situation or emotions.
So that is what I am doing.
I’m taking a break this weekend. I’m doing the 24 hour switch off and I am heading to Glenworth Valley, with my beautiful family.
We are roasting marshmallows over the fire, sleeping in a tepee, and taking Kalyra for pony rides. Craig and I are going horse riding, kayaking, abseiling and quad biking.
I’m figuring things out and making some choices and standing up more for what I want and the space I want to create.
Enjoy the weekend and I should be back next week some time, happy and feeling less like throwing something at someone!!
Why don’t you do the switch off with me?