{"id":2265,"date":"2011-08-04T04:17:31","date_gmt":"2011-08-04T04:17:31","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.mojitomother.com\/?p=2265"},"modified":"2013-08-28T02:50:03","modified_gmt":"2013-08-27T16:50:03","slug":"im-over-being-pregnant","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.mojitomother.com\/2011\/08\/im-over-being-pregnant\/","title":{"rendered":"I’m Over Being Pregnant"},"content":{"rendered":"
I have reverted back to my pre-walking days of so long ago.<\/p>\n
I’m crawling ever so slowly forward<\/strong>. The minutes stretch into days of painful waiting.<\/p>\n I’m ready for closure. I’m ready to move forward into the next chapter.<\/p>\n A chapter that has to be brighter and sunnier.<\/strong><\/p>\n I remember the early days when Kalyra was born. They will filled with so much sunshine.<\/strong> I delighted in every waking moment. Despite the lack of sleep, I had a lot of energy and a lot of love.<\/p>\n I’m counting on that again to boost me up.<\/strong><\/p>\n When I’m ready to move forward, I’m ready. I don’t feel I need to wait or crawl. My attitude is always “Let’s go!”<\/p>\n But now I have to whisper the words, “Let it go.”<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n It’s so totally not up to me right now.<\/p>\n I feel like I have been pregnant forever<\/strong> and I am so tired. In a way I really have been pregnant for longer than most, for a year. Last year I was for three months, three long months of tiredness and nausea<\/strong> before we discovered there was no baby.<\/a><\/p>\n Then it took a couple of weeks to get over the D & C<\/strong>, and then it wasn’t long after that that I was pregnant again<\/strong>. No wonder this time I feel likke it has been eternity and I just want it over.<\/p>\n